Wednesday, May 23, 2012

online business

Monday, January 30, 2012

Dreams to be achieved


Being a mother is the nicest and sweetest things I've ever had. Thanks Allah...Alhamdulillah, really grateful to become a mother for Muhammad Ammar, Sumayyah & Muhammad Al-Fateh (dlm perut. hehehe).

I don't know why I don't have any mood to work-employed anymore. Seeing my kidz growing up, makes me so eager to be at home, observing my kidz progress; how they played, how they quarell each other, how they learn, how they spend their times etc. And frankly speaking I'm quite jealous with my maid bcoz she can spends a lot of time with my kidz rather than me, their own mother!

O Allah, please ease my way to be next to my kidz, become direct teacher for them at home...

Well, these are things that I've planned to achieve my dreams:

2012: Start looking for part time job during my maternity leave on this coming June 2012(maybe doing online business but not really serious)

2014: Perform Hajj

2016: Quit my job! And start my business that I've developed before in seriously!

Why I plan to quit in 2016? Because that time, my Honda City car has totally become mine (habis hutang daa)..and I don't need to worry to find money to pay the monthly installement anymore. While for other expenses, all are supported by my loving husband, Mohd Dzuha Mat Saad. hehehe. In fact, now also he supports 98% of our family expenses.

Ya Allah, moga Kau permudahkan urusanku untuk menjaga anak2ku, berbakti kepada suamiku dan lebih aktif dgn Dakwahku. Ameen........

p/s: Sorry if my English is too poor, act I have to improve my writing, thus only my online diary can help me in this.


Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Hubby's in Netherlands


Quite long time I haven't updated my blog. And this time, I feel want to write something, expressing my feelings, relaxing my mind, releasing stress and so on.

Hubby's now in Netherlands (Holland), and frankly speaking I miss him so much!!But weird thing is, this time, I didn't cry when sending him (not as usual where I cried and cried when he was going out station even in Malaysia only!). Maybe because I've already cried one day before his departure (while being alone, driving my car to office). So no more tears on his departure day. hehehe.

Now my pregnancy already 4 mth++. Last check up, doctor has confirmed that my baby is a Boy! Syukur Alhamdulillah....and I am very happy to bcome a mother from my husband's seed.

I can't wait for my husband's return. May Allah bless him, safe him during his journey. Indeed I love him very very much, until I didn't know when I start falling in love with him.

Abg, I love you!!

-Your wife-

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

My new hobby

Now i hv new hobby...Gardening!! It came out when I was start thinking what kind of outdoor activity I can give to my lil kidz; ammar n sumayyah since they're growing up now n I cannot put them too much time doing indoor activity.

But 1st thing to do is to start d design of how we want to build our home garden. With the limited space and condition esp to think d best design in d rented house - to make sure no wasting jobs done when we want to move out to our new house nx year.

Btw, below are our 'cute' land in front of our house:(alamak...xboleh upload guna iphone lak. Nantilah continue blk)

Ok, gtg now. Will update more from time to time

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Summayyah warded

Last Tuesday (14th March 2011), Sumayyah kena warded @ Columbia Asia Hospital, Seremban. Cause: Vomit & Diarhea.

Pity Sumayyah. This happened when I start to change the milk from Amum to Goat's milk (not remember d brand but it's act for age 1yr above). My fault, coz I cannot get the right Goat FM for infant. Try to search in d internet for Karihome brand but cannot find in Guradian. Then decided to buy 'this' brand. Gave her on Sunday night because she was very difficult to past her motion (sembelit), then on Monday night (at 8pm), she kept vomitting until she was very tired and nothing coming out, only coulourless liquid (showed that her stomach already has nothing!).

Tuesday, I took EL, brought her to Ibnu Sina's clinic, taking RL to Columbia. Fortunately my husband was not working that day (offday from offshore). When doctor saw her condition, and asked me, then with very slowly & calm voice, the doctor said "Please...if you want to change the milk, consult your paedtrician 1st" I think that's the moral of d story.

Sumayyah discharge on Thursday evening, after doctor satisfied looking at her motion.And now she's taking Similac LF's milk. Well, I have received email and read few entries regarding the 'Halal' status of that milk. But my husband said, don't simply trust the thread email, unless official announcement given b gov or any authorised body.

I will upload all the pictures after this. Act got so many things to say, but need to solat zohor 1st, and come back to work. Huh.....

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Difference between Ammar n Sumayyah


Dedicated for both of my 2 kids, ammar n sumayyah, ummi just want to write few notes for you sayang. What ummi can say, the difference between cute ammar n sweet sumayyah:

1. Direct BF - ammar close to ummi since born, stop crying when ummi place ammar in my hug
2. Always active, and so many 'ragam', manja dgn ummi
3. Very hard to tackle the heart, always kena pamper, hug, dukung, peluk, cium
4. Handsome, bijak, 'garang' but soft hearted

1. Non-direct BF - cannot feel ummi d safest place to go
2. Anak yg sgt baik, xbnyk ragam, independence - she can sleep by her own, play on her own etc
3. Cute, comel, baik, xbnyk karenah

What ummi can say, both of you are very2 good, comel, and you are the greatest gift from Allah to ummi.

Ammar dgn ragamnyer - satu tarbiyyah utk ummi dlm meningkatkan kesabaran, dan belajar lebih bnyk ilmu parenting utk 'tackle' hati ammar
Sumayyah dgn sifat yg jarang menangis, xbnyk ragam - satu hadiah dr Allah utk ummi jaga n balance kedua2 anak ummi.

Thanks sayang kerana hadir dlm hidup ummi. Ummi sayang sgt anak2 ummi

Wednesday, February 2, 2011


Alhamdulillah...finally i managed to get a new job! Thanks Allah.

Erm, what can i say about my new job? Well, the job is really interesting. I need to take care of satellite system, where the end user is MINDEF. but the best part is, the working hour starts at 9am! hahaha...dats the best thing in my brain (betul ker ayat ni). since i always come to work at 8am in my current company (lewat lah tu), playing wif my kids b4 come to work, b4 pass over to bibik for the whole day. so ok lah for this new job, starting at 9 am (lg lambatlah aku dtg kerja). they offer 20% increase from my current salary, n they also pay 1 month notice to my current company (bcoz they want me to start asap). i lg happy lah...

ok, gtg. act now spending free time in office, while counting down my off days. huahuahuahua